I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair, I hate the way you drive my car, I hate it when you stare, I hate your big dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind, I hate you so much it makes me sick, it even makes me rhyme, I hate the way your always right, I hate it when you lie, I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry, I hate it when your not around and the fact you didn't call, But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you, Not even close not even a little bit , not even at all. ♥- 10 Things I Hate About You

the favourites

For me happiness occurs arbitrarily: a moment of eye contact on a bus, where all at once you fall in love; or a frozen second in a park where it's enough that there are trees in the world.
- Russell Brand ♥

Life’s never a postcard of life, is it? It never feels like how you’d want it to look
- Russell Brand ♥

Drop everything now
Meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk
Take away the pain
cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile
- taylor swift

kiss me on the sidewalk
take away the pain
- taylor swift <3

you learn my secrets and you figure out why I'm guarded
you say we'll never make my parents mistakes
but we got bills to pay
we got nothing figured out
when it was hard to take, this is what I thought about
do you remember we were sitting there by the water
you put your arm around me, for the first time
you made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
you are the best thing thats ever been mine

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fFobJbKU7SQ

This was your PDHPE assignment; we had to do a dance, and we did the thriller.
You should defiantley have a look, it is very funny (:
- Jessee x

Because I love your handshake
I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets
How you kissed me when I was in the middle of saying something, theres not a day i dont miss those rude interuptions ♥
- taylor swift.

2O1O - WRITTEN 26 OCTOBER 2O1O

I think this year has possibly been one of the best years of my life
So much has happened and I have met so many amazing people
I've come to not care what people think of me (my new years resoloution at the beggining of the year) and I've come to like myself, because honestly if you dont be true to yourself and accept yourself for who YOU are, not what people want you to be, how do you expect your friends or your family or even your boyfriend to accept you.
I love who I am, and what I do.
I do not care what you think of me, unless you my mum, hers is the only opinnion that matters to me, as they say 'mum knows best' she really really does. she has always been there for me, no matter what the problems have been, she always has the best advice to give, and i love her with my whole heart.

So I guess some amazing things that have happened to me in 2O1O are:
- I have achieved good results in my main subjects at school, often consistent 100% which is amazing for me because I didnt care about school or family or friends at all thi time 2 years ago.
- I have learnt to appreciate my friends. Because I guess, they wont always be around
- I have bought parramatta eels footy shorts, which are comfortable for all occassions, and are possibly the most useful thing I bought this year!
- I have made mistakes, and moved on.
- I have not had a consistent relationship, not saying im like a slut, and thats amazing for me, but I guess I learnt not to depend on a boy to make you happy, because he wont always.
- I have learnt to be fitter, and look after myself better
- I have learnt how to use twitter successfully
- I have watched so many episodes of friends that its not even funny
- I have started this blog!
- I have made new friends, pretty much my whole school, I dont hate anyone, because if you spend so much time hating on someone, your just has bad as the people who are obsessed with them. Its not good for you
- I have decided what I want to do when I finish school; degree in journalism by correspondence with UNSW 2 years study time, and then a one year cadetship.
- I have coloured my hair from blonde highlights back to brown.
- I have embraced a new style of music; indie <3
- I have found some amazing pictures hahah!
- I have gone to a tea party; and worn heels for the first time
- I have eaten an eggplant
- I have eaten a worm
- I have really tried to not talk about people behind their backs
- I have become confident in my religion; Christian <3
- I have collected videos to make a 2O1O video for the end of the year
- I have fallen flat on my face, and now I display a lovley scar on my forhead each day haha!
- I have gone on a very long hike
- I have begun to like Justin Bieber!

I do not know what else to say as of the moment, but when I do, you will all be the first to know!
Love you all who read this (:
- Jessie . xo.

okay, so right now I wanna write about this mad, beautiful, badass chick i know, called Chloe Church (;
There are so amny things I admire in this girl; her confidence is a big one, I mean, she just did a dance and sing to Justin Bieber for me on Skype, now thats confident!
and i like her hair, its very curly and mine isnt curly so I guess everyone wants hair they dont have!
and she is a pretty all round cool chick
and we have quite alot in common
and we have a very funny/interesting game that we play sometimes, our strange question games, that always end up dirty
oh dont you wish you could be a fly on the wall for that
and i look forward to meeting her very much :D
loveeeee you! xo.

My worm story

Today at lunch time I ate a worm
it was about, 5-7 cm long
and it was wriggling and moving
Andre, who is a lovley boy, dared to me eat it, so I swallowed it down like panadol, with water, whole, still wriggling, and I got $4
which is quite a good thing, i would have got $5 if I look a bit out of it.
I am very proud
however, my mum is not.
Lovee (:

miserable at best .

You're all I hoped I'd find
In every single way
And everything I could give
Is everything you couldn't take
Cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away
And the hardest part of living
Is just taking breaths to stay

 

i know i'm good at something
I just haven't found it yet
- Mayday Parade

Just need some space to write some music down; and don't want to open a word document
By the way, these are all amazing songs by fantastic bands
And I'm not a bullshitter .

Three Cheers For Five Years - Mayday Parade
The Thespian - Alesana
Let Her Cry - Hootie And The Blowfish
Have Faith In Me - A Day To Remember
Take This To Heart - Mayday Parade
Only Wanna Be With You - Hootie And The Blowfish
Check Yes Juliet - We The Kings
Light Up The Sky- Yellowcard

too true.

Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces
That may never be replaced .

Jemma Rullis; this is for you bro .

well, you see that girl up there? the very top one, not the one in the awesome helicopter hat. Yeah her, let me tell you a little something about her!
She is without a doubt, the lamest dog I know.
But thats okay, because she always makes me smile, and always knows the right things to say to make me feel extraordinary.
And just between you and me, I think shes so beautiful (:
especially in that Lennards outfit of hers.
She tells me funny stories, and she laughs at me hitting my toilet on the side to make it work.
She spends the whole day pulling apart her computer and fixing it
And we probably share some of the best memories of the FUNNEST nights.
oh, it makes me smile just to remember it.
I love Jemma Maree Rullis (lame dog) (:

oh, birthday, how I miss you.

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night,
And I go back to December all the time.
Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I go back to December all the time.

- Taylor Swift

Better hang on if you're tagging along
Cause we'll be doing this till 6 in the morning
Nothing wrong with going all night long
Tough to put the brakes on doesn't matter when you'd rather- Nickelback

someday, somehow,
i'm gonna make it alright
but not right now .
- Nickelback

I have a youtube account with no videos
I want to go see Justin Bieber live
I always lose my torches on school camp
I hate surfing
I hate body boarding (dick draggers!)
I want the word 'beloved' tattooed on my body
I have a myspace but don't use it
I have a lot of scars
I fell on my face on the flat road
I hate baths, its like your sitting there in your own flith
I like paramore
my mum is cooler than yours
I love Josh Pyke
I like black and white photos
I always say the wrong things at the wrong times
I like Packed To The Rafters
I shred at Mariokart on the wii
I have a TV in my room
I use facebook
I fall in love too easily
My favourite ice cream flaour is choc chip cookie dough
my hair is not its natural colour; but its close
I wish people would say 'i love you' more often
I love maccas
I love australia
I hate wearing clothes when I swim
I have a cat, his name is Pussy Rover
I read the newspaper, and watch the news
I am very smart when I want to be
Im only loud in classes I hate
I like little miss sunshine
I love the beach
I want you to comment this?

I have never broken any bones
I have been in love
I have a crappy phone
I don't know how to actually swim
I like Rugby League
I have an amazing family
I love z flex skateboards
I love summer
I hate winter
I am so excited to start my own life
I use twitter
I love chevrolet's
I wish I knew how to ride a motorbike
I can't whistle
I only learnt how to click last year
I would turn gay for Jennifer Aniston
I love Taylor Swift; shes my inspiration
I think Zac Efron is smokin'
I do not take photos of myself
I hate most animals
I hate being let down
I want to be a journalist
I have never been out of Australia
I want to go to California
I lose EVERYTHING
I love the names Patrick, Banjo, Seth and Marley
I really want to learn guitar
I hate getting dressed up, I like footy shorts and a singlet!
I feel sexy when I wear heels!
I dont care if you dont like me
I will always stick up for the people I love, and the people they love
Im loud
I think people notice my opinnion and listen to me
I love to read and write
My favourite subject is english
I think Russell Brand is so sexy
I like Grease
I dont have certain drawers for certain things (i just chuck it in)
I am finished writing this.

Sarah Graham;
well what can I say about this girl, honestly!
I guess you could say she's my best friend. And that she means everything to me .
I suppose you could say, we fight. alot. but that doesn't mean we don't love each other. despite what the other people think.
And i guess you could say that, i would be lost without her. we look after each other, i help her cross the road because shes not quite so good at that. and she helps me with maths, because im not quite so good at that!
And shes probably the prettiest girl you will ever meet. Despite what she thinks.
and i guess you could say, shes the best thing that happened to me in the last few years, i don't know what I did to deserve someone like that to be my friend.
And she makes me laugh. every. single. day .
even when im in my saddest mood, she will come along and make me laugh. and thats a very good quality to have.
So I guess you should say, im very thankful for her. and all the happy things she brought into my life.
im gone (:

true that:

Russell Brand (:

Russell Brand on adopting Justin Bieber-
'we will love him and feed him. But only I will breast feed him.'

legend .

i like you .

if i could write you a song to make you fall in love
i would already have you up under my arm now .
- Mike Ponser, Cooler Than Me .

To love anything
Is to risk brokenness
But to love nothing
Is to live in emptiness
And I’ll spend the rest of my life
With you by my side ♥
- sundancekids

i wish i had a mango tree
in my backyard
with you standing next to me
take the picture
from her lips i heard her say
can i have you?
caught up in what to say
I said you do.
- Mango Tree, Angus and Julia Stone

Josh Pyke; marry me?

so we are moving to a lighthouse, you are I
while sea's drown sailors we'll be locked up safe and dry.
and though our doors may knock and rattle in the wind.
I'll just hold you tight and we'll not let those f***ers in.
- Josh Pyke, The Lighthouse Song

a girl should be two things. Classy and fabulous .
- Coco Chanel.

I'm a bump you'll never get over .

You cheated on me
You broke my heart
How did I ever belive you?
So I killed you and it was Better than revenge!
- Taylor Swift .

thanks , you always know the right words .

Whatever you do in life will be insignificant, but it's very important that you do it. Because nobody else will. Like when someone comes into your life and half of you says you're nowhere near ready, but the other half says: make her yours forever.♥

Find me

Hello all,
you can find me at the following places as I mentioned last time I was writng.
http://www.facebook.com/jessieannesanders - Jessie Sanders
http://twitter.com/Jessiesanderss
markf4jess@hotmail.com

The first .

My name is Jessie Sanders.
I guess thats a pretty good place to start off with. If your reading this, maybe you already knew that, but perhaps not. It's always good to be informed.
To be honest, I don't know why I have started this blog. I love to write, thats really all I know. And blogs involve writing so it's a good idea.
Well, I don't really know what other people write in their blogs. But I'm going to tell you about myself, seeing as this this is the first blog I've written.
You already know my name. I'm 15 and I live in Australia, I love the country, absaloutley spectacular. I have a beautiful family and amazing mates. I like to go to the beach, shopping with friends, etc etc. I'm a pretty normal teenager.
I love music, but unfortunatley, God didn't give me very good hand skills, so I don't play any instruments. I support the Parramatta Eels, the best footy team out there, let me assure you. I am available on facebook/twitter if you care to search/follow me. I am a friendly person and I get along with everyone.

I guess now I shoud talk about any exciting things that have been happening in my life.
This morning, I went to the mall, I bought my best friend Sarah a present and I bought myself a new singlet, a Hurley one to be precise. It was priced down by a fair bit, it went from being $46.00 to $29.00, which I was super excited about because thats quite the bargain. I don't understand why surf branded items are so much more expensive than normal clothes to be honest, I mean, it's all the same stuf, we really are only paying for the label. I only buy such items when they are priced down. It's just not worth it to spend $46.00 on a singlet. Not at all practical.
Well I think I should stop writing now, don't want to bore anyone.
By using this blog I hope I can give you mu views on life, give you an insight into someone elses life and show you what I can do.
That's all for now, bye!