My List;

WHO I AM:  

1. A compassionate and forgiving person, but I know when people are taking advantage of me
2. A dreamer
3. A realistic thinker
4. I have good manners.
5. I'm hard work, I won't lie.
6. I'm committed to the people and things in my life
7. A pretty bad driver
8.  A good friend.
9. Honest
10. I always try my best.

WHO I'M NOT:  

1. Someone that takes what they have for granted
2. Fake
3. A bullshitter, I'll tell the truth. I won't lie to you if we're friends, I'll stick by you.
4. A quitter. When I put my mind to something; I do it.
5. I'm not sporty, but I don't care!
6. Mathematical
7. Not the most logical thinker out.

WHO I WANT TO BE: 

1. A columnist for the Sydney Morning Herald or New York Times.
2. A successful writer
3. A music lover for all eternity
4. The type of person where people say 'wow I want what she has in life'
5. A wonderful mother if the day ever comes where I have children
6. A traveller
7. Someone with a wide view on all diffrent topics, someone who can understand different point of views

He said I am the Devil Boy
Come with me and we'll make many storms
He offered me the universe but inside my heart there's a picture of a girl
Some call love a curse some call love a thief but she's my home
And she's as much a part of this broken heart see broken bones always seem to mend

I'll taste the Devil's tears
Drink from his soul but i'll never give up you
I'll taste the Devil's tears
Drink from his soul but i'll never give up you

And i’ll taste the devils tears; drink from his soul, but i’ll never give up you. .

Your face and those beautiful eyes and the conversation with the little white lies and the faded picture of a beautiful night you carry me from your car up the stairs and I broke down crying 'was she worth this mess' after everything and that little black dress, after everything I must confess, I need you. 

Don't say a word just come over and lie here with me
because i'm just about to set fire to everything I see
I want you so bad I'd go back on the things on the things I believe
There I just said it, I'm scared you'll forget about me .

I believe in sleeping in. I believe in giving 100% when you only have 80. I believe in kisses on the forehead. I believe in long kisses, smiling till your cheeks hurt, and laughing until you have tears in your eyes. I believe in having someone tell you that you’re beautiful. I believe in having someone play with your hair. I believe in sitting on swings and running in the rain. I believe in miracles and random acts of kindness. I believe in saying hello to anyone and everyone. I believe in second chances.

And most of all, I believe in love.”

everyone knows i'm in over my head.

“She’s not the type of girl to wait by the phone, she won’t cry, she knows it’ll get her nowhere, she’ll laugh a lot and often, and she will live her own life. She would like you to be a part of it, but she will do just fine without you.”

"There are far, far better things ahead than any we leave behind."

"Because that’s what life is about. It’s about the time when you lay in the grass next to those you love. It’s about the color of the sky. It’s about a roaring fire on a winters evening. You’ve got to realize that everybody bleeds, and that everybody hurts. Everybody laughs, and everybody smiles. That’s what it’s all about. That’s all it is. There is no set meaning of life, there is nothing that can be defined, or written. It’s a matter of sculpting your very own definition."

50 THINGS THAT MAKE ME HAPPY.

1. Taylor Swift's music
2. The beach
3. Feeling healthy
4. Sausage Dogs
5. Boys with brown hair
6. Major shopping spree's
7. My mum
8. Acoustic Guitar
9. Hugs
10. Skateboards
11. Having money in my bank
12. Not knowing whats going to happen next
13. This blog
14. All you can eat
15. 'Friends' (as in the tv show)
16. Fruit Tingles
17. Staying in pj's all day just cos i can
18. Being adventurous
19. Seeing my hard work pay off
20. Clothes straight out of the dryer in winter
21. Vintage bikes
22. pancakes with maple syrup
23. A day to remember
24. Mayday Parade
25. Talking
26. Getting cute texts
27. FOOD.
28. surfer boys
29. The beach at night
30. Zac Efron
31. Ocean Pools
32. Being Australian
33. Knowing what matters and what never did.
34. Singing movies
35. Boys with dimples
36. Parramatta Eels
37. Movies
38. Eating outside
39. My family
40. Redecorating
41. Rain at night time
42. Doing my best
43. No expectations.
44. Icebergs
45. Summer
46. quotes
47. Russell Brand
48. The Australian Open
49. snow
50. School Holidays.

“this life, it hurts sometimes, and you cry to sleep and you wake up heavy-hearted but remember: the earth does not stop. your heart keeps going and your limbs keep moving and you sleep it off, you wake up new, and you face the day with eager, shining eyes, and you love with a full, full heart.”

"There is a big difference in what we long for, what

we settle for, and what we are meant for.” 

"May your coming year be filled with magic and dreams and good madness. I hope you read some fine books and kiss someone who thinks you’re wonderful, and don’t forget to make some art — write or draw or build or sing or live as only you can. And I hope, somewhere in the next year, you surprise yourself."

- Neil Gaiman

so as you can see I have posted the letter that Taylor Swift wrote to her fans for the release of her Speak Now album. I never realized how much I had been keeping inside until I read that letter.
Recently, I have had the opportunity to 'speak now' and tell the person I love that I do love him. But for fear of being rejected, I kept to myself. But i now understand that you need to tell people how you feel. Tell them what you couldn't tell them at the time. Therefore I want to tell the people I love what I haven't told them before. To the boy who break my heart so badly I thought I'd never feel anything ever again. To my mother who is without a doubt the strongest, most beautiful, inspirational person I have ever known. To my best friends, who stick by me no matter what. 
So Taylor, if you EVER read this, I want you to know how grateful I am that you do what you do, you brought a whole new meaning to the word 'fearless'. You are so inspiring and I will love your music forever.
- Jessie Sanders. 

to the beautiful boy whose heart i broke in december.

Speak now or forever hold your peace,' the words said by preachers at the end of wedding ceremonies all over the world, right before the vows. It's a last chance for protest, a moment that makes everyone's heart race, and a moment I've always been strangely fascinated by. So many fantasize about bursting into a church, saying what they'd kept inside for years like in the movies. In real life, it rarely happens. 

Real life is a funny thing, you know. In real life, saying the right thing at the right moment is beyond crucial. So crucial, in fact, that most of us start to hesitate, for fear of saying the wrong thing at the wrong time. But lately what I've begun to fear more than that is letting the moment pass without saying anything. 

I think most of us fear reaching the end of our life, and looking back regretting the moments we didn't speak up. When we didn't say 'I love you.' When we should've said 'I'm sorry.' When we didn't stand up for ourselves or someone who needed help. 

 These songs are made up of words I didn't say when the moment was right in front of me. These songs are open letters. Each is written with a specific person in mind, telling them what I meant to tell them in person. To the beautiful boy whose heart I broke in December. To my first love who I never thought would be my first heartbreak. To my band. To a mean man I used to be afraid of. To someone who made my world very dark for a while. To a girl who stole something of mine. To someone I forgive for what he said in front of the whole world.
- taylor swift .

Kindaa frothing !

Your the kind of reckless that should send me runnin'

and everything we talked about is gone
and the only chance we have of moving on
is trying to take it back
before it all went wrong .